Finally , the subject called as Physics is over from my life . I dont have to study this damn subject ever again .
I knew that acads is one of the prime things that affects a person's personality . But I NEVER knew that this subject will affect my life so drastically ...
It all began 3 yrs back, when I started studying 'proper' physics . From the 1st day, I knew that I will never get any interest in this subject . I always understood it practically, but was never able to use it in the questions . I dont know why, what I studied was boring like HELL , but theories such as String theory and Time Paradoxes very much interested me . So at first I thought I will get over it . But I was WRONG . I never got anyyyyyy interest in the course portion .
And it made me pay ..
To summarise the effect it caused in my life :-
- Caused my NTSE 3rd round failure.
- A major cause of my absymal JEE rank .. the list will go on ...
- Most of all , due to this subject only , I lost confidence in myself . In everything I did or spoke of , there was a huge lack of confidence . This alone was a major cause in everything bad that has happened to me in last 3 yrs academically .
But finally , its over .
Finally, I hope to regain my confidence in myself .
Hoping that finally - everything would be perfect as it was 3 yrs before .
Praful
I knew that acads is one of the prime things that affects a person's personality . But I NEVER knew that this subject will affect my life so drastically ...
It all began 3 yrs back, when I started studying 'proper' physics . From the 1st day, I knew that I will never get any interest in this subject . I always understood it practically, but was never able to use it in the questions . I dont know why, what I studied was boring like HELL , but theories such as String theory and Time Paradoxes very much interested me . So at first I thought I will get over it . But I was WRONG . I never got anyyyyyy interest in the course portion .
And it made me pay ..
To summarise the effect it caused in my life :-
- Caused my NTSE 3rd round failure.
- A major cause of my absymal JEE rank .. the list will go on ...
- Most of all , due to this subject only , I lost confidence in myself . In everything I did or spoke of , there was a huge lack of confidence . This alone was a major cause in everything bad that has happened to me in last 3 yrs academically .
But finally , its over .
Finally, I hope to regain my confidence in myself .
Hoping that finally - everything would be perfect as it was 3 yrs before .
Praful